Welcome home to ever free, Mikeie. I love you. Hommie.
https://discord.gg/p5MftnM3Here's my discord. I don't really know anything about trust and I don't know what kind of drama you're going in and which trust is even a thing you have to give a fuck about, I'm too mentally retarded to be plagued by any paranoia. Or maybe I just naturally am a strange from the whole concept of trust in general.
Either way, sounds like you need to be around real friends. I might not be a real friend I don't really know. Not really sure. I don't even know if I want to make any effort to try to be one or pretend in that direction, just that you can discord call me any time. We can talk and talk and talk via text or maybe do a phone call. I've got time and love for you.